I am sitting on my computer desk, surrounded by clean white walls, drinking my cup of hot chocolate... The silence around me reminds me of when I first stepped into this house... That night was my first night back in Sydney this year, the first time I was on the flight without my mummy... I still remember that I held my tears for so long, until my mum was asleep, before I let it all out. I dun noe the reason behind my tears, was it the unfamiliar environment, or was the fact that I was no longer in Singapore. Up until today, I still have no idea. The place was empty and quiet that night from my memory... Mummy and I took a while before this place was made to look like home.
I'll be moving back to my original location this weekend, to the place where I had been living seen the day I first arrived in Sydney. However, the current place where I call home is where I have pulled through the 'darkness' in my life. Even though a lot of things happened in my life, but at least I know that I still have a place to call home. I know I'll miss this place... this place where I call home. It used to be my shelter, a place to shade me from the hurricanes and storms in my life. I know I have persuaded myself to believe that this is home, but now I have to move. I'll be moving back to my initial home... The home where I had lived in for two years. Although I had only lived in this place for half a year, but I know that nothing is gonna erase all my happenings here... The memories are permanent and they are irreplaceable.
I don't know when I'll get back my internet because of my moving. I have no idea whatsoever since when I became so reliance on my computer, more so the internet. Maybe it started when I first moved here, where I couldn't find anything else to rely on, not even my friends. They backstabbed me at the hardest time of my life, and it is also only through this adversity that I am facing that I finally found the people who care about me.
I'll be farewelling this place in no time, but I know it is not goodbye, because the scent of this place will always stay close to my heart. Hopefully I'll find comfort in my original home and that I'll still be able to settle down here and not be affected by the intolerable memories I had there.

Heavenly Father, I pray today especially to thank you for providing me with such a safe place where I could call home. Lord I know that regardless of what may happen in my life, you're always there to guide me and lead me and that I never need to fear and worry about tomorrow because I know u're already there. Lord I pray that I'll be able to settle down in the other house just like u helped me to settle down here. Last but not least, I wanna thank you for giving me friends who stayed close to me regardless of what happened in my life. I pray that you'll also be there for them when they need you and that if I could be a shining light in someone else's life, please let me be. Amen.

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