It was 'weekend' the last time I updated my blog, and now it's Sunday, the day before Monday. And Monday means 'back to school' for most students. Aiyah... once another week of school... and it only means the closer I am to ending my high school life... is it a good thing or is it bad? Can't feel anything at the moment. I ended up ringing HY at nearly 11pm (Singapore time) on friday night... and chatted less than usual, only for two hours... Time passes really fast when you're having fun. And we can chat about anything from space to underground and still talk for really long and really happily. Then went to bed and woke up pretty late on Saturday morning (or should I say afvo?) Guess I didn't do much, so yeah I checked my phone and I got two missed calls from JY... surprisingly 'cos she seldom initiates communication... So I rang her and found out that she wanted to study maths with me every Saturday... so yeah did a little arrangement and confirmed today that she would come starting coming Saturday after 1pm... to about 5pm. I think it is a good opportunity for me too... lol. Plus S comes to my house every Sunday for 2 hours for maths as well... and then I have 3-4 hours of maths coaching on Friday nights... and Thursday afternoon I have to stay in school for 4U maths. And I have Maths everyday in my timetable... what a 'maths freak' I seem to be... But to be honest, I rather have the whole day of maths than 2 periods of science... i dun noe why, I just do... I am not saying that Science lessons are boring (which ever science it is), but I enjoy being in a Maths class more than a Science class I guess because half the time in maths we're actually do-ing maths... and most of the time in Science classes we're actually listening... or taking notes.
Anyway, I didn't do much this weekend... I wanted to but found it so hard to motivate myself... I am always telling myself... tomorrow, tomorrow I'll definitely do the work, but there'a always a tomorrow after another tomorrow, so I'll just end up not doing it or leaving it to the last minute. This weekend I watched 古灵精探... a detective show... more of murder than other crimes... I hope it didn't once again arouse my interest in Forensics... I thought I was set for Bac. of Medicine/Bac. of Surgery for the next six years.... But if I can't get in, then I'll just to have to do Forensics or I was considering Traditional Chinese Medicine too... sounds interesting... but my UAI must allow me to get into the course then can loh... I so lazy and stupid... cannot even get good grades in my mid years, how can I actually going to do well ultimately?
I think that was the only show I have been watching for these two days... and because of the slow internet connection, I only managed to watch until ep 6 today... Apparently there's like 25 episodes... Don't know when I can actually finish the show... That's the reason why I don't like to start watching/falling in love with a new show. It makes me wanna watch them rather than do anything else... Like this weekend, nothing has been done. I feel guilty truely, but I obviously more so enjoy watching the shows... Hopefully I'll start picking up my momentum in studying again. I think I have let loose of myself too much ever since I entered the second term of Senior Years because I haven't been doing well... But I might have the wrong impression that everything's gonna get better, because it just isn't.
I have so much coming up for next week.... only I could get a few more days of rest... (probably because I'm still in the holiday mood, sadly)
Heavently Father, I wanna thank you for giving us 'weekends' and 'weekdays'. It has been a good few hours of rest away from studies (even though heaps of people use it to catch up with studies). So Lord I pray that you'll be able to continue to grant me strength and faith to face the coming week. I'll also like to commit everyone else who needs the energy to relive from the holiday mood into your hands, that you'll be able to lead us into the right mood for work soon. I thank you sincerely for these two days of weekend. Amen.

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