It is back to school once again... it feels a bit weird, I don't know how to describe it, I just know that I feel different. Today went to attend SJ as usual at quarter to 8 at the computer lab, and then went to religion class. It ended up that religion class was also in the computer lab. I was sitting in front of the laptop, and suffering from headaches. I didn't know what to do, or rather, I stare at the worksheet given and almost gave up. English class was quite fun, we played some poetic games... Recess... was nothing, just hanging around the school... and also returned most of my library books. Maths was okie, I admit that I found back my smile after doing maths, I guess that's where my interest lies... Biology was alright, we were given a permission note saying that we have an excursion tomorrow... that means I'll be missing classes. I only have two classes tomorrow, physics and english then off for excursion at UNSW, which is one bus ride away from my current home... Hopefully I'll be able to arrive home earlier tomorrow... For lunch I had fried rice, then we had to go to the hall for some boring forum... Drained most of my energy. Came home opened letter box and there was nothing... can't wait till I receive letters. They are like my energiser... providing me with the energy I need.

Didn't do much after arriving home... but managed to download hana yori dango's (流星花园日本版）song... super nice... If only I understood Japanese, then I wouldn't have to watch it with subtitles... but at least I could still understand when Makino (杉菜) and Doumyouji (道明寺）scolded each other stupid (--> baga 巴嘎）... and also when they said good morning, thank you, etc... Wished I could learn Japanese, but more than anything now, I really wanna watch hana yori dango II and apparently there's a movie or something... Don't know if it will drop down from the sky for me... haha. Aiyo, still dreaming in your dramas sia...

希望明天会更好。。。

I am addicted to blogging I think, I am becoming more and more constant in my blogging... too bad now internet connection slowed down... if not can do so much more like... hehe. (>_<)

Heavenly Father I thank you for today. I thank you for giving me the strength to last through the day. I wanna pray for women in the world. Many women in this world are being mistreated by man. I read an article today in Social Justice (SJ) about Bangladesh women being forced into marriages, such as with their cousin and if they didn't, they could be locked up and subjected to domestic violence. I also read a newspaper article about a 40-ish woman being raped by her father in Austria and had been kept captive for 20 years. She has not seen light in 20 years... There are many of such tragedies around in the world. I guess that's the reason why women may end up killing their violent husband (a woman in Japan was charged for sawing up her husband's body... etc and jailed for 15 years.) I dared not say that the woman is in no wrong, but if her husband wasn't driving her nuts, controlling her every action, I guess she wouldn't have ended up in jail. I always thought that marriages were meant to be happy and everlasting, but there are just too many examples around me to make me doubt the true meaning of love and marriage. So Lord today, I pray that you give women the strength to live through whatever adversity they may be facing with the belief that you're always there. Amen.

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