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rainnnnnbow vector.
all glen's idea.
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glen's awesome at advising. haha.
so, I just got back from camp, & boy, it was fun.
so, I decided to make a new skin. ;]
not sure if this will score but yeah.
navigations on top. =)
Friday, April 25, 2008
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Ambiguous Emotions
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That special friend who usually rings me ran out of international call credits. Today it was me who rang her. I wanted to tell her I wasn't feeling happy... but she was stressed. How could I tell her anything when she's already so stressed. For the first time I felt very hopeless for being so far away. Yet every single time when I needed support from my S'pore friends, they're always there for me. I feel so selfish. My unhappiness is nothing as compared to her stress. But what's undeniable is that students in Singapore are suffering from heaps of unnecessary stress. I feel sorry for them. But more than sorry, I really feel hopeless. I can't do anything to make them feel better. I could only try to find another special friend to sms her. I hope she is feeling better now. I think a lot of people think that I can say all these because I am not feeling stress. I am... I am under strong competition, but I have learnt to let out of myself when necessary, but it is true I sometimes let go of myself too much. I just think that studies isn't all there is in life. But well, I am in no state to say anything because I am still studying myself. I guess the only thing I can do now is keep my friends in my prayers. Praying sincerely for them that they'll be able to pull through this time smoothly... =)
Dear Lord, I pray for nothing today but strength. Please grant strength to any of my friends who are weary and stress, give them rest and may they be able to find comfort in you. That's all I ask today. Please take care of my friends. Amen.