One month never update liao... finally got back internet... if not i'm about to die without internet soon... A lot of things happened within this month... During this period of time, I have learnt to grow. I've mature in my thinking and moral reasoning. I learn to understand others better, and to treasure the people around me more. I guess there would always be times like that in life whereby you think you are undergoing such tough times, that you actually forget to stop and appreciate the things around you. I think that sometimes, when you think you've lost something, God is actually trying to give you something better. Take for example, my conflict with my friends, even though everything seemed settled, our friendship is different now. But because I sort of felt out with my group, I learn to treasure more of my other friends around me that I haven't realised were always there for me. I reckon that all I should do now, is concentrate on my studies. But one thing that I've definitely picked up from these hard times is that, blessing sometimes comes in disguise. With all these experiences that I may be going through, it just makes me stronger and less vulnerable in life. This means that in future, I'll be able to face any problems. There is no problem in this world too big that you cannot solve. Just trying breaking them down into smaller problems that you can handle, and in no time, all the bricks on the wall of the problem would all fall off. And one more thing that I've gained from these experiences is such that I've learnt to not complain about the situation that I'm in, but rejoice in it. Well at least not everyone gets to go through what I am going through at the moment. And with that, I have revived my faith in God, and I definitely believe that He works in our life.

"God will make a way, when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me. He will be my guide, hold me closely to his side, with love and strength for each new day, He will make a way, He will make a way."

This song was what brought me through this period of hardship(not exactly so much of a hardship though) but I just wanna encourage all out there reading my blog, that my dear friends, have faith in God. He definitely works in ways you cannot see... but that doesn't mean that he's not with you. I've always been strong because I know that there's only one pair of footsteps on the sand right now, as He has been carrying me. But now, He is walking beside me. I have now overcomed what I have seen as dark and gray clouds of my life, but now I see the rainbow.

One more thing, I admit that I had a breakdown last thursday. But I don't agree with what my friend said, she said that me crying was a form of weakness, but that's not what I see. I think that tears are a great way of relieving the uncontrollable emotions deep down in your heart. And they say that women live longer than men because we know how to let out our emotions. So, don't be afraid to cry. And next time when you see someone cry, don't ask them not to. Let them let it all out or you could even cry with them. Trust me, it helps.

I feel like such a moral teacher, but I wanna remember everything that I've learnt. I know that there would be lessons that I'll never forget, but just in case I am, at least I wouldn't forget because I typed it here. And also, anyone who bothers reading my blog could also share my precious teachings. If I had someone telling me all these at the very beginning, I might not have felt that bad, I guess. But it's through this that I can actually understand the teachings better.

Today I wanna pray for peace in the world, and most importantly, I wanna pray that all out there who are despair and weary, pray. God will be there for you, whether you know it or not. And lastly, I wanna thank God for always being there for me and giving me so much through this period of time. I wanna pray for all my friends, that they would also be thankful of the things around them. Amen.

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